Your Ex Has Problems Letting Go
Sarah could remember that night
like it had just happened. It had been warm, unseasonably so. They had become
so much closer over the few months they were holding each other up after the
accident, and Sarah had hoped they had finally stepped over the friend’s line.
It appeared that Sarah was the only one who saw it that way.
Michael still
missed Eve, always would, and he knew Sarah wanted to be much more than friends
but he just wasn't ready to take that step. Not yet. Not with any woman, even
Sarah. Yes, losing Eve made him realize just how short life was, but it had
only been a year since the accident and he just wasn't ready to move forward.
She stood in the
shadows, watching Michael and Sarah and how they interacted. She had thought
they would have moved on by now, but it seemed that Michael was a bit more
stubborn than she originally thought. She had thought the two of them were
already involved, but it seemed she was wrong on that as well. She watched them
enter the restaurant from across the street. She shook her head and melted
further into the shadows shortly after their backs had disappeared.
As Sarah was
getting settled into the booth inside the restaurant, she decided that she
would just lay all of her cards down on the table. It was time to let Michael
know how she was feeling and how long she had been bottling it up. Eve was her
best friend, so when she told Sarah that she was falling for Michael; Sarah had
moved herself to the sidelines so that her friend could be happy. And Michael
and Eve WERE happy together, don't doubt that. It was only after the accident
that Sarah decided it might be time to make a move. But she wanted to give
Michael time to grieve. Wasn't a year enough time to grieve?
Michael slid
into the booth next to Sarah but kept some distance between them. He had a
feeling that she was going to force him to come to a decision. He knew she
thought he should move on from Eve but felt that he would never stop grieving.
He slid a little closer to the edge of the booth, trying to put a little more
space between them as the waiter arrived to tell them the specials. He watched
Sarah as he listened with half an ear, over the top of his menu. She wasn't
hard on the eyes and he supposed that he could do worse when he decided to move
on. He wondered for half a second if she would wait for him to be completely
ready or if she was going to give him some kind of ultimatum tonight.
He watched Sarah
over his menu while they waited for their drink orders. The feeling of finality
was hanging in the air around their table. Sarah glanced up, almost as if she
could feel his eyes upon her and gave him a reassuring, yet shy, smile, then
went back to her menu. He knew something significant was going to happen
tonight, he just wasn't sure how it was going to affect the rest of his life.
He felt like this only one other time in his life and that was a year ago,
right before the accident. He and Eve had been fighting, about Sarah as it
turned out. He was trying to convince her that the two of them were just
friends but Eve would hear nothing of it. She was crying so hard that night, he
remembered feeling like a dick for making her cry. But he couldn't seem to get
it through her head that he and Sarah where only friends. That Sarah was trying
to help him pick out something important for her birthday. He had finally lost
his temper and yelled at her. He was still yelling over her to be heard that he
didn't hear her when she told him about the car that had swerved into their
lane. He didn't notice until it was too late and they had hit the car head-on.
Sarah had
decided on what she wanted to order for dinner and had set her menu down. She
had moved closer to Michael to talk to him about her decision when she noticed
the look on his face. He was thinking about the accident again. She shook her
head sadly as she moved closer to him. She was reaching for his hand when he
suddenly jolted out of the booth, mumbling something about needing some air.
Sarah watched him leave the restaurant, knowing there was nothing she could do
for him until he regained his composure. She asked the waiter to come back
again, when her companion had returned from his time outside.
Michael stepped
outside and leaned against the side of the building. He felt that he was
betraying Eve, even now that she was gone, by being here with Sarah. But Sarah
had understood and had been there to hold his hand through everything, the
funeral preparations, the wake and, of course, the funeral. He was torn with
his feelings towards Sarah that seemed to be growing every day and the betrayal
he felt he was doing with Eve.
She watched him
from her spot in the shadows across the street, a cruel smile forming on her
lips. She was happy to see him suffering still. He seemed to be suffering even
more now, a year later, than he did the day of the accident. She wasn't sure
how long she would have to watch, but knew he would eventually destroy himself
and take Sarah down with him.
She turned
towards her companion, "How much longer, do you think, before he is looking
for his much needed release?"
She watched him
as he paced in front of the restaurant, taking deep breaths. She knew where his
mind was and what he was feeling. She looked back at her companion, waiting for
the answer to her question.
"Soon, I
think. Though not as soon as you would like, I'm afraid," was the answer.
It surprised her
but there wasn't much she could do about it. Her companion knew better than she
did how long it would take for Michael to be ready for what she could give him,
what her companion had given her.
Michael's back
began to itch; it was feeling he was not familiar with. He felt like he was
being watched but when he whirled around and looked into the dark shadows
around the restaurant, he could see nothing or no one. He shrugged and headed
back inside to join Sarah. He knew he needed to face whatever she had planned
head on, or he would just be failing himself as well as her, not to mention
Eve's memory. He stopped just inside the door and looked at Sarah. He knew that
she wanted something, some sort of decision to her unasked question, but he
wasn't sure if he could give it to her tonight.
Sarah followed
Michael's movements with her eyes as he made his way, slowly, back to their
table. Their drinks had already arrived and the waiter was hovering nervously
to get their food orders. She moved over so that Michael could take his seat
and no sooner had he sat the waiter came over asking what they would like to
order. Sarah ordered the fish with lemon sauce and Michael ordered a steak medium
rare.
While they
waited for their food, Sarah moved a little closer to Michael, "It's time
we talked, Michael. Really talked," she said as she reached out to hold
his hand.
He nodded once
while looking down at their hands.
Sarah swallowed
hard as she began, "I know you have been through a lot, losing Eve just
last year but you need to remember that she was my best friend and I lost her
too. I know you are still grieving but I wanted to let you know that I will
wait for you until you are ready to move on."
Having said what
she needed to say, she moved back to the corner of the booth and waited for
Michael to answer her.
Michael jumped
like he had been hit with an electric shock. He wasn't sure how he felt about
what Sarah had just told him. I on the one hand, he was happy that she had
answered the question he had been wondering to himself over the last few weeks
but on the other hand, he wasn't sure how long he was going to be keeping her
waiting. He didn't feel it was fair to make her wait for him forever. The
selfish part of him wanted to see if she would wait for him that long. The
justice seeking side of him prayed that she wouldn't. He continued to stare at
her while she moved away and settled into her side of the booth.
Sarah gave
Michael a brave smile but deep inside she was trembling. She had just told him
that she would wait for him until he was ready to move on but she wasn't sure
how truthful she had been when she had told him that. Now all she could do was
wait for his answer. Michael leaned closer to Sarah, seemingly to give her an
answer to her unasked question, when the waiter arrived with their order. He
leaned back with an exasperated sigh. Sarah was looking at him expectantly but
her answer was going to have to wait until the waiter left. The waiter asked
them if there was anything else he could get them and they both shook their
heads.
Michael cleared
his throat, "Sarah, I know we have gotten close over the last year. With
the loss of Eve, it is only to be expected, but I am just not ready yet. I'm
really not sure when I will be ready to get involved with anyone again. You are
right, though, we do need to talk."
He looked
longingly out the window, like he would much rather be outside than in here
answering unasked questions.
"There's
something you need to know. Sarah, Eve and I were arguing about you the night
of the accident. She thought we were having an affair. She wouldn't listen to
me when I told her that you and were just friends and that you were trying to
help me pick the perfect present."
He sighed as he
sat back heavily into the booth, looking down at his plate of food. He felt
that a huge weight had been lifted from his shoulders having told Sarah his
deep, dark secret.
Sarah sat back,
looking stunned by Michael's announcement. She hadn't thought that Eve was that
kind of girl, to be jealous over someone else spending time with her man. When
the ramifications sunk in, Sarah began to laugh. Her laugh seemed to shock
Michael but he wouldn't move closer to her.
When she finally
caught her breath, she apologized to him, "I'm so sorry, Michael. I don't
mean to laugh but Eve didn't strike me as the type of woman who was so insecure
in herself and her relationship that she would be jealous over her man spending
time with her best friend. I'm just very surprised to find that she was very
much human and not so much the goddess everyone treated her to be."
Michael nodded
once while Sarah finished, "I said I would wait for you to be ready,
Michael, and I meant it. Now let's just enjoy our meal."
She tucked into
her fish, watching to see if Michael would follow her lead.
She was watching
the drama unfold, outside the window by Sarah and Michael's table. She was
getting rather pissed that they seemed to be so cozy, even now. Her companion
placed his hand on her arm, halting her movement from the shadows.
"It is best
for you to remain hidden for now, Eve. You must not make this decision for
either of them. I assume you were planning on giving the gift to both your best
friend and your boyfriend?" Eve spun on her heel and stared at her
companion like he had sprung a second head.
"You want
me to give my gift to Sarah?! The very same woman who has been trying to take
Michael from me for over a year?! The one who caused the accident to begin
with?! How can you even CONSIDER that?"
Her companion
just looked at her patiently, allowing her to vent all of her frustrations upon
him.
When she was
done yelling, he answered her, "If you don't at lease offer your gift to
Sarah as well as Michael, there will be consequences. You need to OFFER the
gift to the both of them, Eve. It is part of those rules I gave you when I
offered this gift to you."
She was well and
truly pissed off at this point. Eve knew the rules and had taken them to heart
when he had offered her his gift, but that was when she lay dying and believed
Michael about Sarah. Now she wasn't so sure. Just watching the two of them
together made her wonder how much Michael had told her that night was true. But
she nodded at her companion curtly, letting him know that she would abide by
the rules.
"Besides,
Eve, if you don't offer Sarah our gift, I will do it for you and you will have
to deal with any consequence I decide to met out."
Eve turned to
face him, "Fine! Consider it noted!"
Sarah glanced
out the window while they ate their dinner. She thought she saw some movement
in the alley across the street. She squinted her eyes, trying to see more, when
she felt Michael's hand on her arm.
"What is
it, Sarah?"
She turned her
attention to Michael and cleared her throat. He moved his hand off of her arm
but the concern on his face remained.
She shook her
head, "Nothing, Michael. Just waiting for you to be ready to move
on."
Michael nodded
at Sarah once, then returned to his own meal, letting her return to her own as
well. He glanced out the window, thinking over Sarah proposal. He squinted when
he noticed movement at the opening of the alley across the street. He was
leaning closer to the window, trying to see what was moving over there, when he
caught a glimpse of shocking red hair. He sat back like he had been punched. It
couldn't have been Eve! She was dead! Had been for a year now! He continued to
stare out the window in shock. He could hear Sarah speaking to him but it
seemed that she was talking from inside a well. He was squinting so hard
against the glare of the lights in the windows to see if it was Eve, that he
didn't notice that he was leaning into the window. Not until his nose touched
the cold glass. He leapt to his feet, startling Sarah as well as the rest of
the patrons, saying something about needing to check something out in the alley
across the street.
Sarah apologized
to the servers while leaving some money on the table to cover their meal as she
leapt to her own feet to follow Michael outside.
Running to catch
him she shouted, "What the holy hell is going on with you, Michael? I
don't mind paying for dinner but I DO mind you taking off and leaving me
hanging like this!"
Michael skid to
a halt at the mouth of the alley and turned back to Sarah.
"I saw Eve
while sitting in the restaurant!"
Sarah shook her
head sadly as she approached him slowly.
"It was
her, Sarah! I know it!"
"We buried
her body, Michael. Are you saying that Eve decided to 'wake' up and walk away
from her coffin and her burial?"
Michael shook
his head violently while trying to shake Sarah's hand off his arm so that he
could go into the alley to look for Eve.
"I don't
know what I'm saying, Sarah. All I know is that I saw Eve and now I am going to
go into this alley, with or without you, and make sure it either was or wasn't
her."
He looked at her
pleadingly until she sighed and agreed.
Eve could hear
them arguing at the mouth of the alley but she couldn't hear every word. She
stepped towards their voices, only to be halted by her companion.
"Let them
come to us, Eve. It won't be long now that you have shown yourself."
Shaking his
head, he drug her back into the shadows with him, muttering under his breath,
"I will never understand today's youth and their impatience." She
glared at her companion as Michael and Sarah continued their argument.
She stepped
closer to him as she hissed, "You call it what you like, Fredrick. I was
tired of waiting for what you promised me."
She shoved away
from him and paced the length of the wall beside the dumpster they were hiding
behind.
"It has
been a year now and I don't care what you say, now is the time."
Fredrick looked
at her with anger smoldering in his dark eyes, "Fine, but you better hope
this little stunt of yours doesn't blow up in our faces. Because, make no
mistake, it will be OUR faces, Eve. I will take as much heat as you over
this."
Eve was
beginning to look decidedly uncertain by the time Fredrick had finished his
small speech.
Michael
continued to argue with Sarah at the mouth of the alley. He knew he had seen
Eve, he felt it in the very marrow of his bones. Nothing Sarah said would sway
him of that. Now he just had to convince Sarah. He moved towards her, his hands
raised placating, pleading her with his eyes as well as his words. His heart
was breaking all over again with the mere thought they had buried Eve alive and
the torture she surely went through to get herself out of six feet of dirt and
casket.
Sarah could see
that Michael's mind was set. He was determined to check this alley to see if
Eve truly was alive and nothing she could say was going to sway his decision.
She sighed as she saw the hurt in his eyes as he thought of Eve having to dig
herself out of the ground because she had been alive when buried. She faltered
only briefly in her argument that he and she leave this spot and return home,
and that was all it took. Michael had convinced her to check the alley for Eve.
'If it helps him
to move on, then we shall check this empty alley to prove that Eve is well and
truly dead,' Sarah thought to herself as they made their way cautiously into
the alley.
She had a bad
feeling about this alley, but she couldn't put her finger on what it was. She
felt as though they were being watched, but when she looked over her shoulder
and squinted into the darkest shadows she saw nothing. She couldn't shake the
feeling that having taken pity on Michael and agreeing to this adventure, that
their lives were about to change. Whether it was for better, or worse, remained
to be seen.
Michael
appreciated Sarah coming with him to find Eve but, truth be told, he would have
gone without her. He knew he had seen Eve and he refused to be swayed to think
otherwise. There was only one woman he had ever met in their small town with
hair that color red. He needed to know if she was, indeed, dead so that he
could move on, or if she was, somehow, still alive so he could work things out
with her. He was just starting to come to grips with the thought that she was
dead, and now this! What would he do if she really was alive?
Eve heard them
approaching their hiding spot. She looked at Fredrick with panic in her eyes.
She really hadn't thought this through, showing Michael a glimpse of herself
before the agreed upon time. Fredrick grinned at her cruelly as Sarah and
Michael continued to approach their hiding spot.
Eve held her
breath as she heard Sarah whisper, "We should leave now, Michael. I have a
bad feeling about this."
She could hear
the movement of their clothes, as if Sarah was pulling on Michael. Fredrick
continued to grin at her cruelly as her boyfriend crept closer and closer. She
knew her best friend was a "sensitive" but she wasn't sure just how
sensitive.
Sarah's body was
crawling with goose flesh by the time she and Michael had made it to the
dumpster in the middle of the alley. She continued to beg Michael to leave but
her pleas seemed to be falling on deaf ears, he was so intent on finding Eve.
She considered, briefly, leaving him here and going home herself, but her
"sensitivity" was screaming at her that they BOTH needed to leave.
Michael barely
heard, much less, felt Sarah pleading with him to leave. He felt as if he was
close to finding Eve as they began to round the dumpster. He needed to know,
for his peace of mind, that Eve was really dead and that what he saw was his
imagination trying to make the hurt lesser than it truly was.
Fredrick held
Eve around her waist, keeping her from moving around the dumpster to meet
Michael and Sarah.
He hissed in her
ear, "You will let them come to us, you impatient child."
She struggled
against Fredrick's hold, but his grip was like iron around her waist.
She took a deep
breath to scream but Fredrick slipped his other hand around her mouth and
hissed in her ear, "Ah, ah, ah. Not fair to warn them of our presence,
Eve."
He pulled her
deeper into the shadows, his eyes glowing as Michael and Sarah's voices became
clear enough they could hear the whole argument.
Michael
continued to make his way through the alley, heading to the darker side of the
dumpster where he thought he had seen Eve head when they entered the alley. He
looked around and squinted into the shadows, hoping to catch sight of her
again. He was beginning to think that Sarah might be right and it really was
wishful thinking on his part. He really hoped he wasn't wrong and that Eve
truly was alive, but until they reached the dark side of the dumpster, he
wouldn't know.
Sarah was
rubbing her upper arms, trying to rub away the goose flesh. She tried, once
again, to warn Michael about them giving up on this quest of his and heading on
home.
"Michael,
please! I don't have a good feeling about this! We need to leave this alley,
right now!"
She tried to use
a scolding voice; something that she thought would get his attention.
Everything she said was falling on deaf ears and she was fast becoming tired of
being ignored, even if it was Michael. She glared at his back as she continued
to pick her way through the alley. Just as they were approaching the darker
side of the dumpster, Sarah heard a scrapping sound and paused in her
movements. Turning toward the sound, Sarah found herself starting into the
darkest depths of shadows she had ever seen. They had finally rounded the corner
of the dumpster, where the scraping sound had been coming from, and Sarah was
beginning to get very frightened. She tugged on Michael's arm, trying to urge
him to leave with her. She didn't want to stay in this alley for another
minute, regardless of how this might help him move on. She hadn't signed up for
fear when she told Michael how she felt and, though she had told him no more
than half an hour before that she would, she didn't feel much like waiting for
him anymore.
"Michael,
let's leave. Now!" she hissed at him, tugging on his arm more urgently.
When he finally
turned to look at her to tell her whatever it was he felt he needed to tell her
to keep her with him in this alley searching for Eve, she was no longer looking
at him. Her eyes were as wide as saucers and she was looking past Michael.
Michael heard
Sarah begging to leave but he was ignoring her. He had one thing on his mind
right now and that was finding Eve. Sarah would just have to prove to him that
she would wait for him and this was his way of making her do just that. He
didn't hear the scrapping sound, or feel what Sarah could feel. He only knew
that he had seen Eve and now he was going to find her, if that was the last
thing he did. When Sarah started pulling on his arm so hard he felt the threads
in the shoulder start to give and she started getting demanding, he had had
enough. He stopped moving, turning to her to make her stop acting like such a
baby. She wasn't looking at him, but over his shoulder, and her eyes were as
big as the tea saucers his mother used to keep in her china hutch. When he
turned to see what had her so frightened, he was caught off guard by the upper
cut, and he was down for the count.
Fredrick moved
out of the shadows, revealing himself to a human who wasn’t dying for the first
time. He watched Sarah as she screamed and reached for Michael as his body fell
to the ground like a sack of flour. He smiled at her cruelly, feeding off of
her fear as he moved closer to her. He heard Eve move in the shadows and looked
at her with so much rage, she stopped moving.
She wanted to
save her best friend from the monster Fredrick had become but his look had her
just as frozen as Sarah seemed to be. Fredrick reached out for Sarah, causing
her screams to become shriller. Why didn't the neighboring apartments hear the
screaming? Fredrick kept reaching for Sarah, taking small, steady steps towards
her. She kept backing up, looking at Michael's still, unconscious form,
whimpering with each step she took. Eve tried to get Fredrick's attention; this
wasn't what they had agreed on a year ago. SHE was the one that was supposed to
distribute the gift to both of them. What was Fredrick doing? She was moving
out of the shadows when Sarah did something truly surprising. The two of them had
been friends since childhood and for Sarah to surprise Eve meant that she was
doing something not very Sarah like.
Sarah's screams
seemed to bounce off the alley walls. No one was coming to rescue her and
Michael was out cold. This THING was reaching for her and all she could do was
scream and curl up in a ball, trying to become as small as possible. What did
IT want? IT was like something she had never seen before. She stopped screaming
long enough to take a breath and that's when she heard it. The whimper coming
from behind the monster still reaching for her. Sarah decided that she didn't
want to be the victim here and wait for Michael to regain consciousness. She
was tired of waiting for a man, for any reason. It was time to stand on her own
two feet for a change and save herself. She lunged at the monster, tackling him
and bringing him to the ground with herself on top.
Sarah was out of
her mind with fear but lunged at the monster never the less. She felt that if
she continued to lay there and scream, she would just be laying down like the
lamb to the slaughter and, damn it, she wanted to live! She was attacking this
THING like a wild woman, not a care in the world besides saving herself and
Michael. She was scratching at his eyes and swearing when she heard Michael
stir.
Michael heard
Sarah screaming and reached out to help her. He realized with a jolt that his
eyes were cold and he appeared to be lying on the ground. His back was getting
cold and wet so he sat up slowly, his head swimming with the effort. When he
was able to focus his eyes and make the men pounding in his skull slow down
their actions, he looked to wear he could hear Sarah letting out her warrior
screams. What he saw gave him pause.
Sarah was sitting on top of, what was that thing?, something attacking it for
all she was worth, all the while cursing and screaming at it.
"Sarah.
Sarah. SARAH!!!" Michael shouted at her.
Fredrick was
covering his face against Sarah's attacks, not that they would cause any more
harm or good to what he looked like, it was just instinctual. He felt, rather
than saw, Eve move from her hiding place and he could do nothing to stop her.
His plan was unraveling before his very eyes and there was nothing he could
about it until he got that foul woman off of him!
While Fredrick
was blocking Sarah's blows, Eve moved around the two of them towards Michael.
It was hard to continue to be angry with Michael, or Sarah, after this nasty
turn of events. When Fredrick had approached her a year ago with his gift, she
was so angry with Michael and Sarah that he life and ended so abruptly. So she
accepted his terms, and his gift, greedily, not truly understanding what she
was signing herself up for. Al she knew as that after a year's time she needed
to give the gift to Michael and Sarah if they both agreed to it. And that was
the catch, they HAD to agree or it couldn't happen. Thinking about it now, she realized that
there was a reason he was pushing getting them both and why Fredrick was acting
the way he was with everything having been turned on its ear because of her
impatience.
Michael's head
had finally quit swimming and he was on his feet, trying to reach Sarah before
that THING could begin to fight back. He had just about reached their side,
when he was hit by a force he couldn't describe. When he recovered from being
thrown back down onto the ground, he looked around to see what had thrown him
and his eyes settled on Eve. He gaped at her, not really believing his eyes.
"Michael,
don't freak out. Yes, it's really me but I have changed," Eve told him,
looking at the ground.
"You don't
know the half of it," she muttered under her breath when she heard his
gasp.
"EVE! I
knew it! You're alive!!" Michael jumped to his feet, moving to take Eve
into his arms.
She scuttled
back into the deepest shadows she could find outside of the dumpster's and
pointed in the general direction of Sarah, "Don't you think we should help
Sarah before we have our little reunion?" she asked him.
When Sarah heard
Eve's voice and the conversation that she was holding with Michael, she
completely froze. Fredrick took advantage of her shock and gripped her arms,
pulling her to him. She shivered and gagged as his breath hit her face. She was
terrified and wasn't sure if Michael would even want to help her now that he
had found Eve. She was still in shock that Eve was alive and had been hiding it
for over a year but there were more pressing matters at hand. Getting free,
with or without their help. She was still gagging as she tried to move away
from the monster pretending to be a man. His arm lashed out, so fast that none
of them were prepared for it to happen, wrapping around Sarah's waist and
pulling her to him. He turned her around so that her back was to him and she
could see her whether her would be saviors would succeed or fail. He pulled her
closer, his chest pressing firmly against her back, and covered her mouth with
his other. Sarah was completely terrified, her eyes were wide as she watched
Eve and Michael flank Fredrick. She tried to shake her head, letting them know
it was okay, to do whatever it was he wanted them to do, but his grip was so
tight she couldn't even more her head a small inch.
Eve took
Fredrick's right side while Michael took his left, trying to make him feel
outnumbered. Eve should have known better than to think this plan would work.
She had to make sure she didn't step to far out of the darkness, lest Michael
she what she truly was, and Fredrick was by far the stronger of the two of
them. To let Michael believe he could take him was pure foolishness, but what
was she going to do? It was in Michael's nature to help the underdog.
Michael kept
advancing and was almost on top of Sarah and Fredrick when he realized that Eve
was still in the shadows.
"Eve, we
need to do this together. We need to get Sarah away from him and get the hell
out of here."
Eve just shook
her head, a sad, lost look in her eyes. Michael didn't understand it and he
didn't have time to argue with her.
He was moving
closer still when Fredrick spoke to them for the first time, "Eve can't
help you, Michael. She is more like me than she wants to admit and if she were
to leave those shadows that she is hiding in, you would see her for what she
truly is now. She won't have you see that. Come, Eve, show Michael and Sarah
who you truly are now."
That being said,
he moved Sarah away from his body slightly, waiting expectantly for Eve to
follow his direction.
Eve stood still
in the shadows, staring at Fredrick with pure hatred burning in her bright
eyes. When Michael turned back to the monster posing as a man, he could see the
monster's eyes were glowing. What the hell was this thing? Michael's mind
couldn't seem to wrap around the situation he found himself, and Sarah, in. His
gaze moved from Eve in her shadows to the thing holding Sarah. He moved closer
to Sarah, holding his hand out, as if she could take it to be free of the
monster.
Sarah watched
Michael's internal struggle, who should he save? Sarah or Eve? Should he make
Eve leave her shadows and forsake Sarah to the monster holding her? Or should
he try to wrest her away and let Eve do whatever she was going to do? What
would he choose? Sarah didn't know but struggling against this monster's grasp
was getting her nowhere.
Michael stopped
moving, looking towards Eve in the shadows. It seemed he had made his decision.
"What is he
talking about, Eve? Why won't you leave the shadows?"
He looked back,
once, at Sarah before moving towards the shadows and Eve. She was shaking her
head, pleading at him with her eyes to let it go.
Fredrick waited,
his grip on Sarah tightening slightly, for Eve to make her decision. He didn't
need Sarah for leverage anymore but he wasn't going to let her go and risk the
chance of her attacking him again. He could feel the hatred coming off of Eve
in waves, almost touch it and warp it around himself like a lover. The terror
that was coming off of Sarah was like a decadent dessert, something to savor,
but it was the hatred from Eve that was his main course.
"What to
do, what to do? Hmm Eve?" He taunted her.
Michael was
frozen somewhere halfway between moving backwards towards Eve or forwards to
helping Sarah. Decisions. decisions. Fredrick laughed in his mirth, enjoying
Eve's distress over having to show Michael her true self and Michael’s
inability to decide on who he was going to concentrate on saving.
Michael took a
step towards Eve, his hand out, looking into her eyes. He took another and
another, until he had finally reached her. Sarah was all but forgotten by
Michael at this point, in this moment, because he HAD to know what Fredrick was
talking about, Eve's true self. What could that possibly even mean? He was
confused and frightened, worried that Sarah was going to get hurt because if
his stubbornness. When he finally reached Eve, he held his hands out to her.
"Come on,
Eve. Come out of the shadows, we don't have time for this. What is he talking
about? You're still my Evie."
He was looking
into her eyes, Eve's eyes, and they were much the same. The only thing
different about her eyes was how much hatred he could see hiding behind the
depths.
Sarah watched as
Michael seemingly abandoned her for Eve. She watched him move towards the
shadows and try to coax her out. She watched as Eve took a timid step into the
lame light in the alley. And her eyes widened when she finally took a good look
at Eve in the light. She gasped behind the monster’s rancid hand, then started
gagging at the rank smell wafting from him.
Michael turned
towards Sarah's gasp, watching her expression for whatever awaited him on his
other side with Eve. He wasn't sure what to expect by her reaction but when he
finally turned to Eve, her head was down and her skin had a reddish hue. She
was wearing a barely there outfit, one that she would never have been caught
dead in a year ago.
Fredrick grinned
evilly, cackling at the reactions of both Michael and Sarah as Eve stepped out
under the sickly light in the alley. There was only one way to treat this
situation she had helped get herself into and that was to just rip the band aid
completely off all at once. It was time to own up to the fact that she had
decided to dance with the Devil in the pale moonlight. She didn't have to be
happy about it, but it was something she needed to own. It was time and now she
understood completely why Fredrick had insisted on her agreeing out loud and to
repeating the terms so that the gods and goddesses could hear the pact being
made.
Michael's jaw
dropped as Eve stepped fully into the lame lighting in the alley. Eve was
wearing an outfit that was a cross between the slave outfit that Princess Leia
wore in Return of the Jedi and some cave woman Halloween costume. Michael did a
double take, just to make sure it really was her, the outfit was something she
would never have worn a year go. Not only that, but the light that she was
standing under gave her skin a reddish hue, almost as if she had been out in
the sun to long and had gotten herself a third degree sunburn. He was shaking
his head as Eve looked up from the ground to meet his gaze. He saw as her
stance took on a defiance that he had never seen in her before and the anger
filled look she gave him. It was almost as if she was daring him to say
something, anything, about what she’d become.
Eve wasn't sure
what he was thinking but the look on his face could only be described as shock.
She continued to stare at Michael, waiting for him to say something when
Fredrick’s laugh cut off abruptly. The alley grew silent after the echo of his
laugh finally died away. He was looking at Eve with such hatred in his eyes
that Eve wondered what she had done to make him feel that way, other than up
their time table. She moved closer to Michael, who took a few steps back.
Fredrick was
finally getting bored with his game. He shoved Sarah into Michael's arms in
passing on his way toward Eve.
"This is what
you have to offer them, Eve. What do you want to do? If you don't offer them
the gift, they die tonight in this alley. There is no other way. They have seen
too much. The choice, of course, is yours," he told her through the mental
link the had.
His smile was so
cruel that Eve took a step back herself. She looked over at Michael, who was
consoling Sarah, and shook her head.
"I can't
make them take this 'gift', Fredrick. It's not right. I wouldn't ask my worst
enemy this question."
Fredrick shook
his head at her sadly as he moved back towards Michael and Sarah, "Just
remember, years from now, that you chose this for them. That this was not my
doing."
As he was
preparing to take that final step that would take him within arms reach of
Michael and Sarah, Eve shouted, "NO! I will ask them. Somehow, I’ll
convince them."
Sarah was
weeping into Michael's chest as she heard the exchange between Eve and
Fredrick. She wasn't sure what had happened but she knew that their lives were
about to be turned upside down. She wasn't sure what choice Eve was getting
ready to give them, and she sure didn't know what Michael was going to chose,
but knew in her heart that whatever choice he made would be hers as well. She
would follow Michael to the depths of Hell if that is what it would take to be
with him. Little did she know how true this might end up being.
Eve intercepted
Fredrick's move and gently pulled Sarah out of Michael's arms.
She waited
patiently for Sarah to get herself under control, then made sure Sarah was
looking her in the eye, "Sarah, what I'm about to tell you is going to
seem outrageous but it is very true. I need you to understand this right from
the beginning before anything else is said. I have been turned into a
demon."
She paused long
enough for it to sink in, not just for Sarah but for Michael as well.
When she saw the
horrified look on both of their faces she pushed on, "Yes, that is exactly
what I said. A demon. Complete with horns, though I have them hidden right now.
If you'd like I can show them to you so that you can understand how real this
is."
Both Sarah and
Michael shook their heads in silence. They weren't sure where Eve was going
with this but the reddish hue of her skin, and the tail she was trying so hard
to keep concealed, were prove enough for them to believe her.
Fredrick looked
on, a small amount of pride showing in his eyes. Eve had done exactly what he
knew she would do if given the choice between himself and her with her friends.
It was time, and Eve needed to embrace her inner Demoness.
Michael and
Sarah looked at each other as Eve talked to them. Her tail twitching from side
to side was the only sign that she was getting upset. Apparently a year ago,
when she lay dying in the middle of that dark highway and Michael apologized
over and over again about the accident, Fredrick had come to her in a form that
only the dying can see and offered her an immortal life and her ultimate
revenge upon the two of them and Eve had jumped on the chance. Little did she
know what she was agreeing to.
Eve wanted to
apologize to Sarah and Michael but couldn't bring herself to. Her plan was
still to have at least one of them join her in this dark decision of hers.
Fredrick was looking on waiting, perhaps, for the moment he would be needed to
help one or both of them to make the choice. She knew she would only get one
shot at this, so she approached Michael as only a lover could.
"I know
this is all so unbelievable, but Michael I need you to listen to me very
closely. I need to ask you to make a decision, and it must be made within five
minutes after I ask you the question. Do you think you can do that?"
Michael nodded
mutely, not sure what to make of the Eve that stood before him. She was just so
different from his Eve. She looked like some kind of She-Devil, something out a
book he had once read in high school. He pinched himself, making sure he wasn't
asleep and that this night was really happening.
Sarah knew what
was about to happen, but her eyes were trained on Fredrick. He was the wild
card in this whole situation, the one she couldn't get a feeling for. She heard
Eve beseeching Michael to understand and letting him know he had a choice to
make, but her attention was on the monster standing off to the side. Until she
could figure out what his deal was, she refused to take her eyes off of him.
She was still watching Fredrick when some of what Eve was saying began to
filter in.
"Please,
baby. Don't you want to be together forever? Isn't that what we promised each
other? This is the only way we can make true on that promise. I have been
waiting all year just to give you this gift so that we can be together."
Stunned, Sarah
looked at Michael while Eve continued to coo in his ear, keeping Fredrick in
her peripheral. She wasn't sure what choice Michael was going to make but she
could see his resolve crumbling. He had truly grieved the death of this woman,
this demon, when he thought she was dead. What would Sarah do if he chose to
take Eve up on her offer and join her forever in Hell?
Fredrick
listened to Eve croon on to Michael about being together forever, knowing that
she had him hooked the minute she brought up their promise. His concern was
over little Sarah, the kitten who chose this night to show she had claws. Did
she feel Michael would be worth fighting for? Or would she let Eve take him and
become a casualty of this so called war?
Eve knew that
she had Michael but was worried that Sarah would find a way to talk him out of
his decision. If he changed his mind before the transformation was finalized,
then all would be lost and she would not be reunited with her true love. But do
demons truly love??
Sarah watched
Michael's face as a variety of emotions crossed over it. His anguish over
losing Eve, the grief he was starting to get past, the happiness that he had
found her alive, the confusion that she WAS alive and what she was telling him
and the fear of the commitment he was being asked to make. She moved to put
herself between Michael and Eve but Eve anticipated her move and slid the length
of her body along his, making it known that she wasn’t going to give him up
without a fight. A fight, it seemed, that Eve had been waiting a long while to
have with Sarah.
Michael looked
from Eve to Sarah, not truly understanding what was going on. He moved
instinctively towards Eve even as Sarah was moving towards him. Then all
thought fled his brain when Eve melted her body into his.
Fredrick watched
all of this happening with a frown on his face. He knew Sarah was going to be
the joker, the loose cannon, in all of this. She was just too nice, too pure,
to believe everything that Eve was saying. If Eve didn't get Michael to make a
decision soon, he feared that Sarah would make this far more difficult than
expected. He wondered if telling her that she would die if she didn’t take
Eve’s offer would make a difference. Oh, but he couldn’t do that. It was
against the rules. A human had to make the decision without any of the pros and
cons of the truth. If they knew what would happen if they said no, then the
other side could forfeit that human’s fate. And he really didn’t want to
forfeit Sarah’s fate of death just because he was curious to see if knowing she
was going to die would help sway her outcome.
Eve could almost
feel Michael’s worry over Sarah and knew that if she didn’t work harder she was
going to lose him for good.
Damn
Sarah and her hold on him, she thought as she held Michael tighter, doubling
her efforts to sway him to follow her into Hell.
Sliding her hand
behind his neck, she gently brought his face down, bringing his gaze to her
once more. She brought his face closer, claiming his mouth with her own. She
licked his lips, asking with that one action to open his mouth to her. Once he
did, she slid her tongue along his, ensuring she had his full attention.
Sarah let out a
pained gasp when Eve found a way to gain Michael’s full attention. She was
losing this little tug of war with her, again. She always lost to Eve, no
matter what she did, and had been since they were five years old. It had only
become much worse as they became older and discovered boys. How could she be
losing to a dead woman? She took a step towards the two of them, wanting to get
Michael away from Eve but not knowing if she was going to be able to. She was
afraid she’d already lost him, but knew she wouldn’t leave him to make this
decision on his own. If he chose to go with Eve, to take the gift she was
offering, then Sarah knew she would go along with him. She loved him too much
to let him live out an eternity with evil on his own.
Fredrick watched
as Sarah made to get Michael’s attention, hiding his amusement. He saw the
resolve on her face, saw that she would do what she could to keep Michael from
choosing Eve but would go with him if it was, indeed, what he chose. He continued
to stay quiet and watch the drama unfold, his amusement growing.
Though his amusement was growing,
so was his impatience. He had gone topside with Eve hoping to spill some blood
and he was beginning to think that wasn’t going to happen. He turned his
attention to Eve and Michael, saw how hard she was working to get him to choose
her and wondered if she had the power she thought she did over his decisions.
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